just a question i would like to post to myself....

"have i been that person who i always tell people that i am?"

at this time, i still don't know...and for that, i may be one hell of a hypocrite...

useless...

changeless...

i am not faultless, i know that. i have my own share of sins, failures and things similar to these...
i am not as perfect as what other people think of me, i know that there are times that i seem to fail myself and other people. some of them were deliberate, and some of them are not...

still, why are you persecuting me?!

are you faultless? are you perfect as what others think you are? i don't think so...we're just the same, so back off...

"one's freedom is just as limited as the freedom of another"...

jumbled thoughts...

"the more i know, the more i do not know"

these words can be misleading in some way, i would like to assume. why? these would often lead people to think that it is better not to know rather than to know much practically about everything that is within one's grasp. but, as i looked again, i believe there is more than what meets the mind...

but hey, what i know about this, and practically about everything, is still different from what others know, ei? think, understand, and do something about what you know...don't just brag about it.

it could be really annoying for others...

at the end of this post, i would like to stress one of the things that i believe: "nemo dat quod non habet: you cannot give what you don't have". you cannot love others without loving oneself, you cannot be truthful for others if you are not true to yourself, and you cannot see the truth in people if you yourself...are living in your own lies.

yet, i would like to stress, even if you already know yourself (as much as you know now), it doesn't give you the right to even think or say that you really know other people. hey, if you do, just let me know, and i'll call you by that other person's name...

res firma mittescere nescit...a strong thing does not know failure....

i am not giving up...

a bible verse fit for this day...

from today's gospel: i pick up this line...

(please translate) "eadem equippe mensura, qua mensi fueritis, remetietur vobis..."

translated loosely, speaks of...the measure that which you use to others, will be used back at you.

some recent events have been really important in my life. some of them, i have to admit, were really not good. some, had been fruitful. there were lessons that i had learned, sometimes at the cost of great hurt and pain. yet, just like someone had told me: things has to be the way it should be.

come to think of it, there were times that i wasn't really thinking. there were mistakes done, and i admit that there were times that i know, but things got out of hand.

there were regrets, but there were lessons learned. but what i can say, i will never regret everything that happened. still, there were things that i am really thankful.

hey, if i had a share of bad times, i'm sure there are good things beneath.

someone told me: one does not need to tell everything...one has to keep something for oneself.

thus, i say...whatever i say, live with it...

i need not to tell everything...